To You, Mom

For all the fights and quarrels that I intentionally provoked, I'm sorry For all the whining and bitching, I'm sorry For all the mean things I said and did on purpose, I'm sorry For all the thank you's and I'm sorry's I didn't say, I'm sorry For taking everything you did for granted, I'm sorry For all the times I pretended I didn't care, I'm sorry For all the times I wasn't there, I'm sorry For all the times I blamed you for everything, I'm sorry For all the times I did exactly the opposite of what you advised me to do, I'm sorry For the love I rarely expressed, I'm sorry For all the times I was obnoxious because it felt easier than being sweet, I'm sorry For all these I'm sorry's I will never have the courage to tell you, I'm sorry Happy Mother's Day